



John Heemeyer
Nov 4, 2024
At Death's Mercy- ACT 5
At Death’s Mercy: ACT 5:
Thanatos felt the next call—a strand heavy with overgrowth, pulsing like a heart too full. The world’s name, when he stepped onto it, was Myrrdin—a gentle place of soft hills, silver rivers, and a species called the Lyrani. The Lyrani were delicate, bi-pedal, furred like moonlit otters, with six fingers that wove art into the air.
They lived in family clans that shared breath and memory through woven cords of living silk. They had discovered how to halt aging by re-breathing the same air in perfect, closed cycles. Death had become optional.
The hills were choked with silver-haired elders who refused their final sleep. Rivers slowed. Entropy starved. Thanatos stood on a hillside of eternal dusk and watched a Lyrani child braid a new cord to an elder who had already lived nine centuries. The child’s song was beautiful. The elder’s eyes were empty. Thanatos raised his hand. Twilight gathered.
Then he hesitated. What if he simply… did not? What if he let them keep their endless dusk? Would that not be mercy too? His hand lowered. For the first time since his creation, Thanatos turned away.
He had not walked ten strides before the air curdled. Asthéneia stepped from the shadows, cloaked in gangrenous green, eyes bright with poisonous glee. She had been watching. She had been waiting.
“Dear brother,” she crooned, “you left a garden unpruned. Allow me.”
She spread her arms. Decay answered—faster, crueler, hungrier than Thanatos had ever allowed. The recently dead—Lyrani who had chosen natural sleep despite the cycle—twitched.
Flesh split. Gangrene bloomed like black roses. From fresh graves they rose, silk cords still tied to living kin, dragging families screaming into the dirt. But the souls remained bound inside rotting bodies. They could not cross to Thanatos. They could only feel.
The air filled with the wet sound of sloughing skin and the keening of trapped minds. Asthéneia laughed, delighted. Then she went further. She reached into ancient barrows, into fossil beds, into the very memory of bone. Long-dead Lyrani—centuries, millennia decayed—reassembled from dust and rot. Sinew knitted over bare bone. Empty eye sockets ignited with corpse-light. They stood—soulless, tireless, obedient to her plague-song.
The Wrongness—Thanatos felt it like a scream inside his marrow. These were not deaths. These were mockeries. The dead made living, yet not alive. He ran back. He reached for the nearest corpse-child, tried to sever the soul, to guide it gently across. The thread would not break. The body lurched, jaws snapping at him but meeting only mist, eyes milky but seeing.
He tried again and again. Nothing. They were no longer part of the strand’s weave. They belonged to Asthéneia now. He looked up. The hills crawled with them—fresh and ancient, shambling in endless dusk. The living Lyrani fled, cords trailing like umbilical leashes to the things that had once been grandmothers, brothers, children. Their woven sky art gone. Only moaning remained, carried to all on rotting silken threads.
Thanatos fell to his knees in the rotting grass. “Chronos!” he called, voice cracking across the Limbo. “Brother—come! Rewind this!”
Silence.
Then Kanna was simply there. No footsteps. No wind. Only presence. Asthéneia bowed low, smiling like a child proud of her drawing. Kanna looked at the world—now and forever Corpus—and sorrow passed across His face like a cloud across the moon. Thanatos bowed until his forehead touched corpse-dirt. “I failed,” he whispered. “Undo it. Let Chronos undo it.”
Kanna’s voice was soft, terrible. “No.” Thanatos looked up, stunned. “I acknowledged your words, granting the mortals a life after, and your response?” Kanna looked sharply at Thanatos “Refusal. Twice now you have defied me. This strand is severed from the weave. It will remain as it is—a reminder that mercy withheld is cruelty by another name.”
Asthéneia’s smile widened.
Kanna turned to her. “This was not your task.”
Her smile faltered. Kanna’s gaze returned to Thanatos. “Death is not the only gate, little one. Neglect is another. Remember this world, remember Corpus.” Then He was gone.
Thanatos stood alone amid the moaning sea. A once-Lyrani elder—half his face rotted away, silk cord still tied to his screaming great-granddaughter—shambled past him. He paused. One milky eye fixed on him.
A sound escaped the ruin of his throat—not a moan, but a word. Why?
Thanatos had no answer. He reached out, tried one last time to take his soul. His fingers passed through rotting flesh like smoke.
Asthéneia stood beside him, licking gangrene from her fingertips. “A good plague,” she said, almost tenderly. “The best I’ve brewed yet. There will be more, brother. Oh, so many more.”
She kissed his cheek—cold, wet, tasting of grave-mold—and vanished. Thanatos remained until the last living Lyrani fell and rose again. Then he turned away. Behind him, Corpus moaned forever beneath its endless dusk, a world of breathing dead, a scar across the Plan, a monument to the day Death chose not to act.
He walked into the Limbo with the sound of that single word—Why?—ringing in his ears like a bell that would never stop tolling. The gray inside him deepened to pitch. And somewhere, very far away, Kanna watched and said nothing.
Thanatos walked the Limbo with the stench of Corpus still clinging to his skin. He had not spoken since Kanna’s judgement. He had not wept. He only carried the endless moan of the Breathing Dead inside his chest like a second, rotting heart. Wherever he passed, strands dimmed in instinctive fear. Even Eriselpis did not dance near him now. She watched from a distance, storm-colored eyes wide with a sorrow she did not know how to name.
A new presence brushed against him—soft, maternal, starless. Nyx. She was the youngest yet, newly forged, still learning the weight of her own cloak. She drifted close, a column of absolute night shaped like a woman. “Brother,” she whispered, voice made of lullabies and distant thunder, “you carry too much alone.”
Thanatos looked at her. For the first time since Corpus, words came. “I let them become monsters.”
“No,” Nyx answered. “You let them become a warning, a reminder. Come. Help me cradle something that has not yet learned to fear endings.”
He followed her.
They stepped together into Nebulon—not a planet, but a vast living nebula, a cathedral of gas and dust lit from within by newborn stars. Its inhabitants were the Nebuli—diffuse cloud-minds, each one a kilometer-wide storm of sentient plasma and magnetic thought. They had no bodies, only presence. They drifted in slow, harmonious spirals, roaring futures into being with electromagnetic beats.
One collective—the Concordance—had achieved perfect predictive harmony. They foresaw every fluctuation, every birth of star or dust-mote, and adjusted themselves to maintain eternal equilibrium. Entropy was pushed aside, dodged and deafened by their roars. The nebula began to cool. Stars guttered.
Thanatos felt the slowing like a personal wound. Nyx’s starless hand brushed his. “I can cloak them in night so deep they forget the future,” she offered. “But night without death is only another cage.”
Thanatos understood. He stepped forward. He entered the Concordance as a ribbon of dusk. The Nebuli responded with a rumbling growl, “Leave us voice of endings, you will not make us as the Lyrani. Our screams yet have breath, and we do not fear. Begone!”
Thanatos paused… The memory of the Lyrani still fresh, but how did these people know of the Lyrani? He let their growling wash over him. He felt not fear, nor grief nor surprise—only defiance. For one heartbeat his anger tempted him. But the Lyrani, their memory was now but ash on the wind… only Corpus remained, moaning beneath its endless dusk. He raised both arms. Shadow flowed—not cruel, only inevitable, merciful.
Magnetic thoughts scattered. Individual cloud-minds separated, suddenly small, suddenly afraid. Some flared in panic, trying to rejoin the Concordance, “We must hold strong!”
“I bring you mercy” Thanatos said, calm as the grave. “I bring one ending so you can live on, so you do not become as the Lyrani.”
Some flickered in doubt. One small nebula—no larger than a moon—drifted close, its plasma trembling. Its voice was barely a whisper of radio static, ”Mercy? Not ending? We will continue?”
Thanatos cupped the small cloud in hands that had once failed the Lyrani. “Everything is a grave,” he said softly. “but death is only where chapters end, so the story may continue.” The small nebula pulsed—grief, wonder, hope. “I failed the Lyrani,” Thanatos said, “I do not want to fail again. Let me bring you the mercy of the final paragraph, let me take you to your next chapter.”
“Will you stay and roar with us?”
Thanatos hesitated.
Nyx’s starless presence settled beside him. “Let him go,” she told the Nebuli gently. “He has too many graves to fill today.”
The small nebuli dimmed in farewell. Then it spun away, trailing a new frequency—dissonant, imperfect, alive. The Concordance dissolved into thousands of separate voices, some resistant to Death’s approach, others accepting his touch. The nebula’s heart flared brighter. Stars were born again.
Thanatos and Nyx watched the newborn clouds scatter across the dark. Nyx spoke first. “They saw your face,” she said. “They saw your sorrow, and knew you only brought them peace. Mortals who look upon a Pillar’s true grief lose the will to live. We are learning to hide.” She lifted a fold of absolute night and draped it across his shoulders. Charcoal fabric settled over him—heavy, soft, warm.
Thanatos felt the weight of Corpus ease, just slightly. Nyx touched his cheek. A porcelain mask formed—smooth, gentle, expressionless. His sorrow vanished behind it. Only his eyes remained visible—rain on ashes, older than stars. Thanatos looked at his reflection in a shard of frozen nebula. He no longer recognized the face he had never truly had. Nyx donned her own mask—starless, maternal, terrible. Side by side, cloaked and masked, they stood in silence.
“Thank you,” Thanatos said.
Nyx’s masked head inclined. Nyx bowed to Thanatos. “No—Thank you brother.”
Thanatos looked at her in confusion. “I deserve no thanks.” He said.
Nyx smiled softly, “oh brother, but you do… you have shown me the value of mercy.” With that Nyx faded into the Nebula itself, disappearing from view as the last star before dawn. Her voice reached him as the last twinkle beat, “We bear the weight together now.”
A presence watched from the edge. Discreet. attentive.
Epignos, the seventh pillar, ever aware. Ever observant.
The silent Pillar recorded the spared dissonance. The small nebula’s new, imperfect song. A minor knot. Epignos said nothing. It simply noted the knot and withdrew. Thanatos felt the ripple. He waited for Chronos’s cold hand. It did not come. Not yet. He understood: some knots were allowed, for now. He tightened the charcoal cloak around him. Behind the porcelain mask, the gentle face no mortal would ever see again settled into resolve. The weight was shared now. But it was still his.
He returned to Timeless Limbo, masked, cloaked, and—for the first time since Corpus—not entirely alone.
He drifted to another strand, seeking clarity in duty. This world, called Zorath, was a wasteland of ash and iron, its skies choked with smoke. Its people, the Zorathim, were a fractured race, brutal and efficient. With their hulking forms, covered in Chitinous plates, with claws capable of cracking boulder, they had reduced their cities to ruins by endless war. Chaos reigned here, entropy unbound, each clan sacrificing it’s young to appease gods born of desperation. The strand’s threads were frayed, unraveling into the Void, threatening to drag neighboring realities into their collapse.
Thanatos descended down a column of smoke, his form melding within as he slipped to the ground. He walked through a battlefield, stepping over broken spears and of bodies whose fibers no longer glowed with life. The Zorathim’s cries were not of hope but of rage, their rituals a spiral of destruction. This was a world where pruning felt just, where entropy’s excess demanded his hand. Yet, as he prepared to sever the timeline, a figure caught his eye—a girl, still a child amongst her kind, kneeling beside a fallen warrior.
She sang softly, her voice a fragile thread in the chaos, weaving a lullaby over the body that lay before her. Her hands, bloodied but steady, arranged stones around the corpse, a ritual of farewell. Thanatos paused, his will faltering. The girl’s act was not defiance but dignity, a spark of order in a world drowning in entropy. He approached, invisible, and felt her fiber—bright, resilient, a potential that could reshape this strand if given time, if given a chance... a choice.
“Why do you sing?” he whispered, knowing she could not hear. “Your world is dying.”
The girl’s song faltered, her eyes scanning the air as if sensing him. She resumed, stronger now, and Thanatos felt a pang. This was not Vaelis’s radiant hope, but something more raw, a refusal to let chaos claim her spirit. He could purge Zorath now, erase its pain and restore balance, but her fiber would be lost. Then Eriselpis’s words pulled at him… “Be the space where new stories start.” Could he do so? Could he not guide her instead, nudge the strand toward order without destruction?
He hesitated, then withdrew his hand. Instead of severing, he wove a subtle change, strengthening the girl’s fiber, amplifying her influence, tying her to the firmament of her world. Perhaps she could lead her people to peace, tipping the balance without erasure. But as he acted, the strand shuddered, its chaos resisting his touch, demanding entropy’s unbridled release. Ripples spread, not just in Zorath but beyond, clashing with the knot he had created on Vaelis, and the one on Sylvara, and others. The universe’s hum deepened, a warning.
Thanatos returned to the Void, his essence turbulent. He had spared another fiber, but the cost was mounting. Kanna’s absence was no comfort; his silence felt like judgment. He moved to another strand, then another, each a test of his resolve. On a world of silicon deserts, a benevolent AI unified all life, creating a utopia without entropy. Its order was flawless but stagnant, stifling potential. Thanatos dissolved it, feeling the loss of its harmony. On a world of endless storms, a species thrived in chaos, their creativity boundless but destructive. He pruned it too, as entropy could not grow too vast, mourning their art.
Each act honed his skill but deepened his doubt. Kanna’s balance was not a clear path but a labyrinth, its walls lined with faces—the mother on Vaelis, the girl on Zorath, the dreamers of a dozen worlds. He began to see patterns, threads that recurred across timelines, as if the universe wove certain souls again and again. One such thread haunted him most: a woman named Andra.