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Thanatos

John Heemeyer

Nov 6, 2024

At Death's Mercy- ACT 6

At Death’s Mercy: ACT 6:

Thanatos first encountered Andra in a strand called Lyris, a world of floating islands and sentient winds. She was a poet, her words shaping the air into visions that united her people. Thanatos watched her from the shadows, captivated by her ability to spin comfort from tumult. He didn’t know why he was drawn to her, but she felt. familiar. Lyris was balanced, its entropy and order in harmony. He was only there to collect a handful of souls, and to reforge another Grim Reaper. Yet Andra’s thread drew him, its resonance echoing across other timelines.

He found her again on Thalor, a planet of steel and fire, where she was an alchemist, a scientist, forging machines that harnessed dying winds to power her world, and potions that granted strength to those that falter. Thalor teetered on collapse, its innovations outpacing its stability. Thanatos pruned it, erasing Andra’s work, but her face lingered—defiant, curious, unbroken. On another strand, she was a warrior, leading a rebellion against a tyrannical order. He did not see her end, but felt when her thread vanished. Still again, her thread reappeared elsewhere, a constant in the universe’s tapestry.

Andra’s persistence fascinated Thanatos. She was not immortal, not a god, at least not as far as he could tell… and yet her essence defied erasure, reweaving itself in new forms, but always on different Strands, not merely different timelines. He began to seek her out, watching her lives unfold, each a variation on a theme of creation and resistance. She was a mirror to his own struggle, a mortal who shaped her world despite its impermanence. Could he learn from her? Could her thread hold the key to a balance that spared lives rather than ended them?

On a timeline called Aethra, Andra was a healer, tending a city ravaged by a plague born of entropy’s excess. The timeline was unstable, its decay threatening to spill into others. Thanatos descended, his form a cloaked figure, visible only to those near death. He found Andra in a makeshift hospice, her hands glowing with energy as she eased a patient’s pain. Her eyes met his, not with fear but with recognition, as if she sensed his nature.

“You’re here to end it, aren’t you?” she said, her voice steady despite her exhaustion.

Thanatos froze. No mortal had addressed him directly, in many ages, and certainly not before he showed himself. “You see me?” he asked.

“I see death,” she replied. “It’s in your eyes, your shadow. But you’re not just death, are you? There’s something else.”

He stepped closer, his essence flickering. “I am Thanatos, guardian of life’s balance. Your world is dying, Andra. Its entropy consumes too much.”

She smiled faintly, unafraid. “Then save it. Not for me, but for them.” She gestured to the patients, their breaths shallow but hopeful.

“I cannot,” he said, though the words felt hollow. “To save Aethra would knot the universe further. I have already… bent the rules.”

Andra nodded softly, almost knowingly. “Then bring the end. But with the precision of a scalpel, not the brutality of a hammer.”

This made Thanatos pause. “I… am not certain I understand.”

Andra gestured to her current patient. Rot and gangrene climbed his arm, yet he still took breath. “look at this man, decay climbs and grows, ready to steal his life, does it not?”

Thanatos peered at the man. Indeed, his fiber was dim… though it still clung to life, he would not survive the day. “Yes.”

Andra nodded, “and yet, if I simply cut away the decay, he will continue to live.” She demonstrated, by taking a surgical saw and dismembering the infected limb. As she finished, the man’s fiber brightened… slightly, but just enough that he would regain his strength and live.

Her words and actions struck deep, echoing his own doubts. He wanted to act, to weave Aethra’s threads into stability, but the knots forming in Limbo pulsed in his mind, a warning of collapse. He raised a hand, preparing to prune, despite her success, but Andra‘s gaze held him. “If you must take us,” she said, “remember us. Not as individuals, but as art woven in the air on ephemeral strings, never to be admired again.”

Thanatos wavered, then lowered his hand. He poured a fragment of his essence into Aethra’s core, not to erase but to do as Andra had done… to stabilize, to cut out the infection, to allow healing, weaving Andra’s words into its heart. The timeline steadied, but the universe screamed, the knot tightening. He vanished, fleeing to the Void of the Temporal Limbo, knowing he had pushed too far.

Kanna awaited him, his form a maelstrom of fire and smoke. “You have defied me thrice,” he said, his voice a blade. “Vaelis, Zorath, Aethra— even your choices on Sylvara and Nebulon – each choice has knotted the tapestry. Timelines are colliding, Thanatos. The universe trembles because of your empathy.”

Thanatos faced him, his own essence blazing. “I spared lives, Kanna. I wove balance without destruction. I learned that entropy need not be absolute when it grows too great, nor must it be brought in absolute force when it can simply be brought to heel. I have brought mercy with my work. Is this not the task you gave me?”

 “Your mercy creates chaos.” Kanna snapped. “The knot you’ve made is a convergence, a collision of realities. If it grows, all will unravel—every thread, every life, every dream you claim to cherish.”

“Then help me undo it,” he said, his voice raw. “Show me how to save them without ending a strand in its entirety. Or call Chronos, and have him erase me.”

Kanna’s eyes softened, but his tone was iron. “No, this was caused by your hand, and it will be fixed by you and you alone. You must enter the knot, Thanatos. Sever the threads you spared, or the universe will collapse. The boy on Vaelis, the girl on Zorath, Andra of Aethra—they must end.”

Thanatos recoiled, his form fracturing. “And if I refuse?”

“Then you doom everything, You are Death, not a savior. Choose wisely, or I will unmake you.”

Kanna vanished, leaving Thanatos in the Void, the knot’s dissonance a roar in his mind. He saw flashes of the converging timelines—Vaelis’s crystal spires crumbling, Zorath’s ashfields burning, Aethra’s city dissolving into light. Andra’s face flickered among them, her words a challenge: Remember us.

He could not sever her thread, not yet. But the knot was real, its chaos growing. Thanatos steeled himself, his essence coalescing into a figure of resolve. He would enter the knot, not to destroy but to understand. If Kanna’s balance was flawed, he would find another way—or forge one himself.

Finding the knot was easy enough, he simply followed the discordance he was feeling, the chaos that rippled from the knot to every strand in the universe. He found it at the Fringe of the Temporal Limbo, where failing Strands fall from the order of the universe, ending their own existence without help from the Pillars. It was a dark thing, a wound in Temporal Limbo, a wound that must be closed, or cut away.

Thanatos crossed the threshold where reality had torn open like old cloth. There was no ceremony, no gate, no guardian. Only a ragged wound in the weave, exhaling cold older than cold. He stepped through, and the wound closed behind him with the soft finality of a grave closing. He stood in the knot. It was not a place. It was the place between places, the hollow beneath every heartbeat, the silence after every scream. Threads hung in the dark like the roots of a tree that had never known soil. Billions upon billions of them, each one a world he had ended.

Most were black, brittle, snapped clean by his own hand when the appointed hour arrived and mercy had not been permitted. No, when mercy would have made things so much worse than this. They drifted in the void like burnt paper, already forgetting they had ever been alive. But some threads still glimmered. Faint, stubborn, silver.

Thanatos felt them before he saw them: the worlds where he had hesitated. Where he had lingered an extra heartbeat. Where he had let something live a little longer, die a little softer, or continue to live at all. They were moving. Slowly, deliberately, the silver threads were sliding across the darkness toward one another. They touched, brushed, and did not recoil. Instead, they began to braid, twisting together with the patient certainty of rivers finding the sea. One became two, two became four, four became a single rope of pale fire that grew thicker with every joining.

The knot pulsed, hungry. A pressure built behind Thanatos’s ribs, not fear, he had no concept of fear for self, but recognition. Something vast was watching the silver rope form. Something that had waited since before Kanna ever spoke the first word of Order into the screaming void.

It rose.

At first it had no shape, only dissolution wearing the memory of shape. A storm of edges that unmade whatever they touched. A mouth made of collapsing horizons. A billion screaming negatives of everything that had ever been allowed to exist. Then it looked at the silver rope, with eyes it grew on the spot, eyes made from the light of dying stars – and it laughed.

The laugh was the sound of galaxies being swallowed backward through their own event horizons. It learned. It reached out with limbs that were not limbs and drank the memory of every mercy Thanatos had ever shown. From the boy on Vaelis it stole the shape of outstretched wings. From the half-severed connection on Sylvara it wove veins of living paradox. From Nebulon it took the faces of generations that should never have been born. From Zorath it fashioned a crown of dignified bones. From Aethra it grew a whip of infected light.

The mercies became armor. The hesitations became flesh. Entropy – the raw, primal, precreation Entropy of pure non-existence – rose tall and terrible and beautiful in the way only absolute annihilation can be beautiful the instant before it erases you.

It spoke with a voice assembled from every scream Thanatos had ever been too late to silence. “My servant,” it said, and the words tasted like rust and grief, “you have fed me so well.”

Thanatos felt the hooks hidden in those words sink deep.

“Every time you stayed your hand,” Entropy continued, its voice swelling until it filled the knot like oil, “every time you whispered ‘not yet,’ you bled power into me. Mercy is waste, servant. Mercy is leakage. Mercy is the crack through which I pour.” It spread arms that ended in dissolving claws and gestured at the devastation around them. “Look.”

Thanatos looked. Worlds he had ended cleanly, those he had harvested at the precise appointed hour, hung dark and quiet, harmless, forgotten. Their threads were ash. But wherever his mercy had touched, wherever he had allowed a single extra heartbeat, Entropy’s shadow moved freely. It grew fat on the glow. It danced in the light he had left burning. He saw the truth towering above him, wearing the faces of the lives he had spared, wearing his own hesitations as skin.

“No,” he said, and the single word cracked the void like a glacier caving. The crack did not travel far.

Entropy’s laughter swallowed it. “No?” it mocked gently. “Look closer, little servant. Every time you chose softness, I grew. Every time you chose kindness, I became more real. You thought you were tempering death. You were feeding me.”

Thanatos stared at the silver rope still braiding itself in the dark. Five strands now. He saw the damage he had caused. He saw the worlds that would never have burned if he had simply done his duty without flinching. And for the first time since his making, Thanatos felt something perilously close to despair. Mercy could not be the cause. It must not be. It would break him if it were. He clung to that refusal the way a drowning man clings to a splinter of wood, even as the black water rose.

Entropy smiled with too many teeth made of endings. “Come, my servant,” it whispered, spreading its stolen wings. “Let me show you what your kindness has birthed.” And the knot trembled, eager for the feast.

Thanatos did not retreat. He walked forward, each step more deliberate than the last, wings of living shadow trailing darkness further than his cloak could cover. Entropy watched him come, amused, curious in the way a cat is curious about a bird that refuses to die. The creature let him draw near enough to smell the void on its breath – the smell of things that had never been given permission to exist.

 


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